Did you ever have one of those days where you wonder if all the decisions you have ever made in your life are wrong? A decision you made for your own benefit, effects someone else negatively, but you were just so wrapped up in your own happiness that you didn’t trust that little nagging voice in the back of your head that said, no. I always wonder why we ignore that tiny little voice – afraid to trust it, even though if you only listened, even just a little, it wouldn’t be a tiny voice, it would become a scream. There is always the other thought that says, what if that voice is wrong? Then, I will have totally blown this one opportunity to do ‘whatever’. The problem with ignoring the voice, is that it is always right, and the problem of course with listening to it, is that you never know if it was right, because you listened to it. Why does life have to be so freaking stupid? Why can’t people just be happy and not so bitchy all the time? Why?
If this post makes no real sense, it’s okay. I just needed to get it out.