all you need is love

I can’t get this song out of my head. It’s been re-done so many times I can’t count, and although the Beatles did a great job, my favorite version is by Lynden David Hall on the Love Actually soundtrack.
Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love.
There’s nothing you can do that can’t be [...]

Drunkman

Currently my friend V. and I are attending a 2 day DrupalCamp in Denver. It’s very cool and very geeky, and oddly I feel like I almost fit in. I say almost because there are only about 10 girls out of 100ish people and unlike some of the geek boys, I like to [...]

getting clear

For a while there, I was confused. Okay, maybe afraid is closer to the truth. Fear can cause confusion, confusion can cause fear. It’s really just a snowball effect, so I guess I was both confused and afraid. The hard bit about it all is to break the cycle. I [...]

zoloft update…

It’s all gone. Out of my system. Thank God. I feel much better, although I sometimes miss that stop-action grudge movie feeling.

Karma, the good, the bad, and the ugly

Do you believe in Karma? I do. Karma is based on belief. If you don’t believe in it, than it can’t affect you, blah, blah, blah. Well, I think it affects you whether you believe or not– we just tend to call it good luck instead of good karma or [...]

Tag, you’re it.

I was tagged by a complete stranger… Matt, to sum myself up in exactly six words. Only six? Yikes!
Rules I should follow, but the rebel in me wants to not follow….
Write your own six word memoir.
Post it to your blog including a visual illustration if you would like.
Link to the person [...]

prescription advice

I hate taking drugs. Especially the ones your doctor says you need. No, not antibiotics, although I really hate those, I’m talking about anti-depressants, ADD or ADHD crap, or anxiety medication, or something along those lines. I seriously don’t like taking anything that may be mind altering (except a drink now and [...]

tooth

So, I either chipped a filling or broke a tooth. I can’t tell. I have had problems with this tooth f.o.r.e.v.e.r. This sucks. Now, you are asking yourself “How did she do that?” Well, I bit down on a turkey wing. Ugh. Now I have to call the [...]

big trouble in little china

One of the best movies ever made! You have to see it if you haven’t…and the song! “Big Trouble in Little China.” Amazing. Okay, the video is corny, but the song is great.
Anyway this post has nothing to do with the movie. I was just singing this song in my [...]

ch ch ch changes

I love change. Maybe love isn’t the right word. I need change. I am not good at sitting still for very long. I’ve been living in the same state for 11 years, had the same job for 10 years and I’ve lived in the same house for 5 years. Some [...]

dreams

Yeah, I’ve got em’. Dreams that is. Big dreams. Dreams of dreaming mostly. I also dream of being in Evita as Eva Peron. I don’t know why, but I want to be on stage in front of hundreds, even thousands of people singing my little guts out. ‘Breath from [...]

technologically speaking

Some conversations should be done in person, or over the phone. Conversations that involve facial expression and voice inflections. E-mail can be rehearsed and re-written, IM is impersonal and hard to sometimes interpret. I love face-to-face when it is a truly heartfelt discussion.
I have a friend that I haven’t seen [...]

delightfully unorganized

I don’t want to be organized today. My head is raging with chaos and for some strange reason, it feels good. Maybe tomorrow my thoughts will be more organized. Cross your fingers for me.

love

They (the ultra smart people) say that true love is unconditional, that it can stand the test of time. But love comes in so many varieties, shapes and forms, how can we tell if it is “true” love? I think all love is true, no matter what the package it comes in. [...]

2008 is coming

I don’t make stupid resolutions. Why? Because I never keep them and I feel like I’ve then lied to myself and I am inevitably disappointed in myself, and who needs that? What I will do though, is try to start the new year off with inner peace and strength of soul. [...]

feel like…

Did you ever just feel like screaming at the top of your lungs while sitting in a meeting and then turning to the person next to you and punching him hard in the face because he is sitting in the seat you have been sitting in for every meeting for the past ten years? [...]

love, music and the conspiracy of life

I miss music. I miss singing. If you have ever sang professionally, or even in a smoke filled bar on karaoke night, you may know what I am talking about. There is nothing quite like being in the moment of a song. The beautiful feeling that captures the very essence of [...]

the day after

For the record, I got lots of love and an amazing chocolate cake, not to mention flowers and tons of well wishes, and about ten movies and pajamas (that Maleesha can’t have) and a gremlin and stuff. It was a very, very nice birthday. Thank you everyone!

11-26-66

Hmmmm. 112666, yeah 666 all neatly together. It’s not really 666 though is it? It’s November 26, 1966. So, the 666’s aren’t really together technically. Does that mean that I am sometimes good and sometimes bad? In about an hour, I will officially be 41. I am not sure [...]

Road Rage

I don’t have it, never really do. Do you? The other day as I was driving to work I got flipped off by some old man. He looked very angry and held up a serious thick middle finger. I glanced over and noticed it and was slightly amused. I gave [...]